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The Trooper

by John Sweet

The trooper had been raised a cowboy
On a dozen western ranches,
But he come of age and joined the Army
Ready to take his chances.
He wasn’t the first to make that choice
In his gnarled family tree,
Which had produced a number of troopers
For the frontier cavalry.
Nobody’d ever told him
But one old-timer had fought the Sioux,
Another had chased Geronimo.
Heck, Grandma was half-Ute.
You could say it was his destiny;
It had dealt the cards to him.
He was a cowboy and a hunter
Like so many western men.
The burning sun was setting orange
through a dusty desert sky,
and the trooper brushed his rifle off
and brushed away the flies.
He’d hunted the Rocky Mountains
In Arizona’s deserts too.
He’d bagged some elk and mule deer,
And cougars, he’d chased a few.
But this kind of huntin’ was different,
Though the basics were the same,
‘Cause this was a different country
And a different type of game.
This hunt weren’t no holiday,
No break from school or chores,
And the trooper wasn’t relaxin’
‘Cause basically, this was war.
He had some good men with him,
though some might call them boys.
(They didn’t have to do much shavin’
and they loved their noisy toys!)
They were city guys, mostly,
though a few came from the land.
The el-tee’s name was Yellowhorse,
his sergeant was from Cheyenne.
They were far from home together.
Like brothers, you might say.
Troopers didn’t think of color or birth,
and that’s the Cowboy Way.
Like the old-time trooper on the old frontier,
(the ones who’d fought the Sioux)
they’d learned respect for “Hadji.”
But to them he was “The Muj.”
The Muj weren’t no hand at shootin’
with those old Kalashnikovs
but just let him get his paws on you
and he’d lop your head right off.
If the Comanche caught a trooper, he
got tortured awful, don’t you know.
But Muj will do you just the same
And get it all on video.
The Muj don’t use no Winchesters,
Or wickiups or tepees.
But they know the land and know just where
To plant some IEDs.
So the trooper minds his business
‘cause it’s instinct from his birth.
And the eyes that glassed for antler tines
look for wires and fresh earth.
Sometimes they catch ol’ Hadji
and then they “light him up.”
They call-in Apaches or Kiowas
then Blackhawks to get the PUCs.
And sometimes the fight goes the other way
and the trooper’s friends get hit.
Then each guy handles it alone.
They might cry a little bit.
‘Cause the Tigris sure ain’t the Gunnison,
(though it looked like Yuma, out west)
When he thinks of fall without aspens
he feels hollow in the chest.
The trooper dreams of going home.
(Heck, who would want to stay?)
But first he wants to finish the fight,
‘cause that’s the Cowboy Way.

John Sweet is an educator, historian, and outdoorsman who has returned to the open spaces of the American West. He joined the Colorado Army National Guard in November, 2001 at age 35, and served two tours in Iraq as a Field Artillery officer. When he’s not deployed he lives in Palmer Lake, Colorado with his son Caleb and daughter Sheridan. These poems were written while in-theater during long nights.

To Chicago, The Eagle

by Elizabeth Wurz

Today, I found your paper
“Giving Back: Volunteering at the Columbus Boys and Girls Club,”
and I Googled your name. Mark Abdul Shaheer Obituary
was the first result. After two tours in Iraq,
winning, as part of “Team Wolfpack,”
the Eagle Challenge at Forward Operating Base Hammer,
taking courses at Columbus State,
marrying, and becoming a father,
you died on June 11
at your residence.

I called you Chicago—
the name on your papers: “I am
from the substandard housing projects
in the belly of Chicago, Illinois.” You wrote,
“When a volunteer spends time with a child
and teaches him the ABC’s, the volunteer earns
a young person’s trust and respect.” I shared
your service-learning paper as an example
when I gave a teaching demonstration,
and I landed this job.

As Spc. Mark Shaheer,
you transformed from Crow to Eagle
while having your rucksack inventoried,
running a mile with your rifle,
disassembling and assembling it,
marching four miles, making radio checks,
and treating casualties.

My search results included Donations Asked
for Deceased CSU Student and Soldier.

Sixteen months ago, I could have
helped with and attended your funeral.
In a Defense.gov article, I read
a quote from your Battalion Commander:
“You are the reason for this battalion’s success,
and for that I thank you.” He presented brass belt buckles
to your group of Eagles: “Other soldiers will ask you
where you earned it.”

On the buckle,
“203rd Brigade Support Battalion,
Eagle Challenge,
Support and Defend,
3rd Infantry Division”
wraps around an eagle’s head.

One of your fellow Eagles said,
“For a few moments today, I forgot
I was in Iraq.” One of the contest’s requirements
was maintaining a positive attitude.

To the children at the Club,
you read What Was I Scared Of.
You wrote, “I asked the kids to listen to the rhythm of the story,
and I told them it was trochaic tetrameter.
Three kids who stood out
because of their attitudes. I sat down
and talked about their disruptive behavior’s
effect on others. One boy asked about my belt buckle.
I told him about the Eagles—how it pays
to remain positive and focused
as he moves through life.”

With “Everyone’s small contribution
adds up to a big impact,”
you closed the paper.

Dr. Elizabeth Wurz is an Assistant Professor of English at the College of Coastal Georgia, where several of her students serve, or have served, in the military. Her spouse, siblings, parent, and grandparent are veterans. Her poems have appeared in Crazyhorse, Rattle, the Southeast Review, the GSU Review, and the GLR Worldwide.