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Wave After Wave

by Eddie Jeffrey

…then around midday we ran headlong into a dust storm or maybe I got that all wrong this whole time and it’s the dust storm ran headlong into us and we buttoned up tighter than a virgin’s asshole goggles strapped to heads so tight it gave you a headache bandanas pulled up over mouths and noses like rustlers in old westerns but short of sealing ourselves up in a plastic bag at the bottom of an oil drum there wasn’t a goddamn thing we could do except sit there and take it and hope it cleared off sooner than later and the goggles bandanas pulled up collars none of it made the slightest bit of difference the sand and silt found its way into every open space caking on our necks plugging up our ears stinging our hands hot gritty sleet washing in wave after wave against our helmets boots BDUs watches lit up our noses dried up our mouths sand silt slid right down stomachs rattled lungs stole breath cried mud darkness hardly see curve of a helmet rifle stock barrel gear protruding everywhere odd angles goggles fucking mutant insects wind’s so loud can’t tell we’re even moving anymore all we hear’s paint being gouged off the side of the truck all of us alone in that storm sitting right on top of one another in the back of that truck camo ragtop fluttering buzzing in sync with the pitch of the gale all the while filling up with the burning swirling stinging earth in the blackness crossing over mummies all going to be buried out here and then the storm passes horizon-wide smudge like a swarm of locusts slithering west droning ears and it’s over like nothing ever happened and the Bradley in line behind us noses forward blooms a ball of fire inside out wall of smoke diesel mirage writhing melting crew flames MOVE! MOVE! MOVE! somebody yelling screaming dismounting fanning out double-quick troopers explosions sand or clumps of dirt or rocks or body parts raining down DISPERSE! DISPERSE! DISPERSE! tumble to the deck the trooper nearest me points back to the road crooked broken nose bleeding thick white spittle corners his mouth eyes that wide I never seen and he’s hollering but I shake my head cup my hands behind my ears I CAN’T HEAR YOU! can’t hear my own voice jaw vibrations skull vibrations his mouth forming MINES! MINES! MINES! over and over and over again turn around and SEE and…

Eddie Jeffrey’s father retired from the Army in 1987 and served two tours in Vietnam with the 18th Engineer Brigade. His work is forthcoming or has appeared in Three Quarter Review, Livid Squid Literary Journal, Star 82 Review, Thrice Fiction, JazzTimes, and The Alexandria Times. He is an editor of Baltimore Review and lives near Baltimore with his wife, daughter, and two dogs.

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot Over

by Aaron Johnson

Wish upon your star to behold your light.
Behold your joy again renewed.
Have and hold joy in living freely gifted you always and forever. Your life rang true as sunshine earth bound scattering to light the way before you.

To this soldier of heart, might, mind and strength. Live as ready proclamation carried by every standard bearer as found readily inscribed on the banners of your kind. Live to make right any discounting the names of those who served and who are gone. Live to ring true again as those toeing these stolid lines flowing red from the Senate’s ink wells as the wings of Phobos and Deimos encircling Mars.

Live to hold the record straight on their service. Live to speak their name aloud. Live for those missing among us. Live to speak on this service noble among the living and the sometimes dying. Live to speak these names now on record here at home for those returning. Live for those alive.

Speak for those who toed this imagined line somewhere, chalked on distant shores far from those they loved. Speak as a ping homeward bound regards those who bled, those who died and those continuing on in service. Live to speak their names aloud as a roll call to this kind still found numbered among the living and the brave. Live.

Aaron Johnson was a 91B airborne medic in the USAR and UTNG. He later joined the full time Navy during the Persian Gulf War. He was worried he’d miss out on the action of OIF/OEF, and became a contractor (2008 – 2010), flying in and out of both conflicts the equivalent of 6 times around the globe. He recently created the X-Alta Foundation to assist veterans.

Civilians in Uniform

by Lawrence Farrar

​The aircraft carrier rose and fell easily as it sliced south through the Philippine Sea. It was hot — damnably hot. And the thick air that hung over the sea felt as wet as the water beneath it. Seemingly unperturbed by the temperature, the ship’s new Executive Officer (XO), Commander Jack Dornin, stood behind a lectern in secondary conn, a space in the bow of the ship just below the flight deck. Flanked by the Chief Master at Arms and a legal office yeoman, Dornin presided over a preliminary hearing for sailors charged with minor offenses.

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Calling Home

by Harry Phillips

​Jill awoke to the familiar aroma of brewing coffee as her alarm went off. In the dark quiet of her bedroom she muted the alarm then reached for the light on her nightstand. The soft light illuminated the framed photo of her grinning soldier husband. She smiled at his rugged handsomeness which she missed having next to her in their bed. Leaving the warm bed, she shivered as a cold chill passed over her. It was time, she mused, putting on her robe and slippers. She moved to the staircase stepping quietly down the creaky wooden steps as she thought, I cannot wait to hear his voice. He would be calling soon.

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The Pig and I

by Gary Hall

It was, literally, o-dark-thirty when I made the acquaintance of the Pig.

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Where

by John Mansfield

Where did he go? He’s someone you know.
You saw him on TV, the Walter Cronkite show.

You know who I mean, there’s a rifle in his hand, the man dressed in green, in a far away land.

He stands in the mud, a man still so bold, covered with blood with eyes o’ so old.

He went back to school wanted something to show, though cursed and called fool, he’d learned, don’t you know.

He’s the lawyer, the doctor, the baker, the cook. He’s unemployed, a farmer, he’s writing a book.

He’s married; he’s single, divorced, widowed or alone. He holds on to his pride, that’s what helped bring him home.

Where did he go? He’s someone you know.
You saw him on TV, the Walter Cronkite show.

He works every day, has a family, a place. He’s part of our world yet needs his own space.

For sometimes he stands all alone feeling down. Goes off by himself, he smiles then he frowns.

Remembers those days when he served us with pride, thinks of friends far away, those who fought by his side.

Yes he served us with pride though desperate with fear, tears flood to his eyes for buddies not here.

Where did he go? He’s someone you know.
You saw him on TV, the Walter Cronkite show

He is all but forgotten by all but a few. He has no regrets for what he chose to do.

He’s an old soldier now, who once long ago lived up to his vows, while others said no.

Where did he go?
Why, nowhere, you see.  He is inside of you, he’s inside of me.

John L. Mansfield served as a Mortar & Rifle Platoon Leader with 4-31 Infantry, the 196th BDE in Vietnam. He stayed in the Army Guard & Army Reserve and retired with over 30 years of service. He has published two articles on leadership: “Why Not It Is Your Report Card” & “Setting Headspace & Timing in Junior Leaders”, both in National Guard magazine. A book about his Vietnam experiences titled Twenty Days in May, Vietnam 1968 was published in 2008. He and his wife Sandy, who live in Iowa, celebrated 45 years of marriage in May and stay busy with their 5 grandchildren.

Perfume River

by Stanley Beesley

One thing he knew for damned sure: he wasn’t for some nursing center or the old soldier’s home.

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Wake

by Edison Jennings

1983, Mediterranean/North Africa Deployment

Gibraltar looked like a leftover piece of a tectonic puzzle, divinely abandoned
when continents parted and oceans decanted on African Eden.

The fat sun went down, a sickle moon rose, and Venus sat pretty on the thin lunar cusp
while the USS Eisenhower headed for home, six sailors and airmen lost in the wake.

We tried to remember where we were going and where we had gone,
what circles sailed and what vectors flown, but the wind spoke in tongues

and none of us heard the howling chorus of Barbary apes that sang our epode:
Africa burning, bodies unburied, the bereaved in the ruins biding their time.

Edison Jennings enlisted in the Navy in 1981 and separated with an honorable discharge as an AW1 in 1994. Afterwards, he went to graduate school and now serves on the faculty of Virginia Intermont College. His poem “Wake” is a slightly fictional remembrance of a 1983 Mediterranean cruise aboard USS EISENHOWER (CVN 69). His poetry has appeared in a variety of journals and anthologies. His chapbook Reckoning was published by Jacar Press in November, 2013 (http://www.jacarpress.com/books/).

After the Fight

by Joe Schneller

Rob woke throwing haymakers. His first thought: we’re overrun. He dropped to the deck and reached under the rack for his weapon. Nothing there. Wait, his hand felt cord. He pulled. Light flared and Rob thought he would die.

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The Ruins and the General

by Chad Smith

January 1944
Tsarskoye Selo, Leningrad Oblast
German Occupied Russia

Generalmajor Kristof Von Traugott ran for his life.

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