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Twin Tower Response

By David Pointer

She shows pictures of an Iraqi billboard
Saddam Hussein riding in a fiery chariot,

her late brother emailed all these pictures
before his humvee floorboard exploded

grief entombs us like a shared grave as I
pass back the increasingly heavier photos,

pungent burning metal melting our way,
faltering, we pokerface for any new façade

Invisible Jewl

It was time to tuck in all
rear echelon office pogues,
Bill Jewl had his sniper
graduation tale to share,
Carlos Hathcock had come
to bless all bullets built
for cerebral hemispheres
or those trained to trigger
on urban enemy snipers
annihilating intel or
stupidity or other life
forms in between

David Scott Pointer is the son of a piano playing bank robber who died when David was 3 years old. David later served in the Marine military police. In 2010, his poetry collection “Warhammer Piano Bar” had three poems nominated for The Pushcart Prize.

Dogtags

By Donald Loomis

LITTLE PIECES OF METAL

 

NAME.

SERVICE NUMBER.

BLOOD TYPE.

RELIGIOUS PREFERENCE.

 

A TINKLING TESTIMONY TO YOUR EXISTENCE,

THEY IDENTIFY YOU AS A SOLDIER.

OF YOUR LOVES AND HATES,

PLANS AND DREAMS,

NO ROOM FOR TRIVIALITY.

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I Should Be Dead

By Tom Garcia

I feel like I should be dead—not my friend. After all, he was sitting in the seat that had been mine all week. No one should feel this intense pain and sadness, which continues to ebb and flow, 4 years later. Unfortunately, I know that I am not alone. I suspect that while these feelings may diminish or fade periodically, they will always be present.

Am I afraid to let the feelings go? If I let them go, will my memories of my friend also fade? My counselor told me no. I want to believe her, and to a point, I do. She did help me, but she can only do so much. I can only do so much.

It may sound strange, but sometimes my brain has a mind of its own. It takes me to places that I do not want to go—or revisit. The harder I try to steer away, the faster I arrive. The more I try to ignore it, the brighter the neon sign flashes. All this when I am awake. Read more

Rear Support

By Suzanne Rancourt

The Reticent Veil

This is really true.
I never had the grief wiped away
with White Eagle feathers or songs sung
or special foods prepared.

It is true that I dreamt you were sick and dying
and I awoke saying, “This can’t be true.”
But when our Bear Clan brother came and said it was so
the grief appliquéd itself to my heart
as varicose webbing and loss
which I added to all the many losses
that came and went before you
and they all came back at Ceremony Read more

No Longer With Us

By Tyler VerGowe

I’ll never forget, the very first day.
You were the first person I met, inside our company bay.
We talked and we laughed, and became best friends.
I knew it would last, until the end.
I had your back, and you had mine.
Nothing could change that, not even time.
We got deployed, and sent to war.
We shot and killed, and kicked in some doors. Read more

Joining the Workforce

By Jason Davis

One morning last June, I received a phone call from Vondran. I couldn’t answer, but in the voicemail, he was frantic and shaken.

“Dude,” he asked, “what… what the hell happened to Vance?”

It had been my second week on the job in the new career, and in an environment where my past was virtually unknown. It seemed like a fresh start, that I could finally be someone other than what I had been. And so I continued working, determined to show that I was a dedicated worker. But I couldn’t think straight. The tone in his voice worried me, and it tugged at my wavering concentration.

A few minutes later, I stepped out of the office and called him back, remembering the old team and the old days.

For as long as I’d known him, Vondran had been the witty one, the snarky sham-shielder that could brighten the somberest of moods. But in that moment, on the phone, he was restless and scared. His voice quivered and I could feel in it the too-familiar pang of denial and despair.

“Hey—hey man,” he stuttered. “Have you seen Vance’s Facebook page? Did something happen?” Read more

Boundless Grief

By David Anderson

Inspired by the Battle of Antietam, the bloodiest day in American history. It is estimated that families of half the dead never learned of their fate. Antietam changed how armies accounted for war casualties. The Tomb of the Unknowns is a tribute to those whose fate was lost forever to combat. At Antietam the pain created was unmeasurable, it rippled across the nation in ways that can never be known.

It was the final day I heard from you my love, my best friend
Now time has stopped for me for want of any news, good or bad
The seasons change but my boundless grief has not, my pain unmeasurable
If I could know your fate would I finally find some peace
It is the unknowing that tests my sanity, my memory of you unchanged Read more

Tattoos

By Jacqueline Genovese

Tattoos line the perimeter
Of arms, shoulders, legs, chest
Defying bullets, bombs, blasts, wrecks
Painful, permeable armor
Can’t heal nor keep hidden
War’s brutal bequest Read more

The Veteran’s Wife

by Mariecor Agravante

I.

When I was a middle school girl
I read books on battles of the world.
I perused Alexander the Great,
And Leonidas at the Hot Gates.
Marathon, Salamis, Carrhae, too;
Adrianople I had in view.
Pharsalus was pivotal, I’ve heard;
Actium sparked tactics navies observe.
And during the Medieval Age
The Battle of Tours was a vital gauge.
I learned of Hastings, even Bannockburn,
Crecy and Battle of Tannenberg.
Watling Street gave us famed Boudicaa,
Who’s studied in war curricula. Read more

Wishes

by Russel Langley

Hello my sweet child. You can’t hear me, nor can you see me as I stand before you in my uniform. You are lying in your crib sleeping the sleep of the innocent. It breaks my heart that you are unaware of what is happening. It breaks my heart that when you wake I will be gone. I will be far above the earth traveling to a distant land. I will miss you. As my eyes well with tears and I listen to your sweet breathing I have some wishes to leave you with. Until I return my sweet child hold onto these wishes for they will keep me going over there and keep us close in our hearts.

I wish I never had to leave you. You have become the light of my life and the hope I wake up for everyday. Yet in some strange way I want to leave. I want to go there to fight and protect you from all that is evil. Read more